ugh

so because my roommate prevented me from falling asleep for two hours last night, i am extremely tired. i was falling asleep today in my music theory class. and i like that class. my professor is great and i actually enjoy learning about music theory, but i was just so damn tired.  i didnt fall asleep until like 3:30 last night. and i had an 8:00am class today. this roommate thing has got to stop. i think i am going to say something. on a different note, opera rehearsals start tonight. its going to take up a lot of my time but it should be really good. i am excited. we are doing the threepenny opera. i have never seen it before so i hope it is a good show. :)

what the fuck

so my roommate's girlfriend is in my room. again. and she will probably sleep in here. again. i dont understand. she doesnt even ask. i mean, she is cool and all. she doesnt do anything weird or smell bad or anything. but still. i just feel weird with her in here all the time when i am trying to sleep. which i should probably be trying to do right now. but no. they just got back to our room and they are watching something on his laptop. with the volume on. like really? i have an 8:00am class. its really annoying. and it is really starting to get on my nerves. she sleeps in here all the time. it was fine last semester when she slept in here every once in a while. but now it is all the time. we have been back from christmas break a little over one week and she has slept in here more than half of the nights that we have been back. all i can say is what the fuck! like is it that important to sleep in the same tiny little twin bed with your boyfriend every night? it cant be all that comfortable. i have tried sharing a twin bed with someone before and it never turns out alright. it is really uncomfortable. i dont understand their relationship at all really. they have been dating for more than two years. which is cool and all. good for them right? yeah, but my roommate asks if they can have the room to themselves all the time. which is whatever. i dont care really. i'm pretty much never in my room anyways. but the thing is, they will use the room multiple times a week and THEY HAVE NEVER HAD SEX! what the hell are they doing? after two years of being with someone and spending "alone time" with each other so much, can they just not find the hole? i dont understand it. what are they doing all of those times when i cant come back to the room?!?! strange people. anyways. i really want her to leave. thats the main thing. but she is still here. and i have class in less than 8 hours. ugh.

first post

ok. so i decided to do this blog thing because i have a lot to say but i feel bad for making people listen to me bitch about stuff or talk about me for a long time. i am not counting on anybody actually reading this so it doesnt really matter but at least i can get it out there for once instead of keeping everything inside. there are a lot of things in my life that i love. there are a lot of people that i hold very dear to my heart and who i would hate to lose. i am currently a freshman at the university of the pacific. i am a music management major in the conservatory of music here. i absolutely love it. i think it is wonderful. the people in the conservatory are awesome and i am so glad i changed my major the first week of school. i dont feel like talking about my whole life story right now but i'm sure it will all get out eventually. so yeah. this is a start.